long time never update yeah sorry my laptop had gone guess i, too busy with twitter and all stuff this year im taking my N level wee.add me at twitter ok Aisha_Orange thankz yo so anything just tweet alright hahaha step mane nye laku je blog aku haish

heyy peeps selamat hari raye yooo!!!!!!amacam ollection bnyk tk!~ahahhaha aku nk bely camera tapy lom tercapai ..tapi mengape hendak seribu daya taknak seribu dalih..oh aku nk mintak maaf kat korg ok! and aku harap2 di bulan mulia lupekan yg lepas ok?? SELAMAT HARI RAYE

heyyyloo long tyme nvr update this blog..haishh anyway to muslim people selamat berpuasa =) two days i can make it but today i cannot because sick more worst need to eat medicine haiya...hmmmmmmm wat to say..k i miss my people..now u gone and now ur name has been erased in my mind yeahhhhhhhh

aku tk paham ah dgn org skrg.. byle aku da luahkan kau kasi aku seribu jawapan..k aku terima mungkin aku yang salah tapi skrg baru aku tahu dan nampak..betapa bodoh nya aku dengar kau punya jawapan...aku kan sape pada ka skrg kan?? aku kan smpah bagi kau. eh aku da biase rg macam gyni..kau tgk kau buat aku mcm sampah mesty ade satu hari buat kau smpah..aku tknk termakan dgn kau punye word..aku pikir kau mane punya alim abih skrg maen cucuk belakang aku? kau pikir ape??? eh naseb aku belom tahu full story kalau tk dgn muka kau aku rembat aku turun tmpat kau jgak..berani buat berani tanggung ok? kau tua dary aku ke ape ke aku tk kisah ah sikit pun tkdew goyang k ? kau tk perlu nk step baek2..lau kau tk suke bilang care baik tkyah nk menyakitkan hati aku..kau tahu tk kau punye action buat aku saket hatyy smpai aku nanges tau..kau ade amik kisah tk? gy jalan ahh

i just miss my past. My past are too sweet even though some are too bitter..but the past good memories are just hurts.. I just can't stop crying but what will i get if i cry because i miss you all who had enter to my life.Even just for awhile but u give me alot of impact. I thinking right now what should i do for those people who are still exist in my life? I just don want to lose them. But as you see life is changing,every person will change we need to accept the fact. When i was first time have this kind of feeling i was panic but then somehow i notice that there a few numbers of people are still care for me and wanted to listen my problems even they are also in depressed and even they are just enter to my life..well i know even they are not always there for me.But i know somehow oneday we will together again.Life are now growing,age are getting bigger in numbers are we still be same like our old days?? well maybe yes and maybe no.Life is about to be alone and feel the meaning of life. Eventhough u had large family does not mean that they will always there because they had their own life too. Don't worry if u can't feel the love from ur family maybe u doesnt notice that their caring is to show their love. Friends love are more showing but somehow u will feel that friends are more important then family..But somehow if u are in their shoe,u will see how hard to show their love to their own beloved family.Sweetness of family are too pain and too much memories.And alot of challengings that our parent faces. If we do something that they don't like don't defy because every something has their own reason we just need to understand their feeling eventhough sometime u hate them because of something but just thing when u was small ur mom takecare of u and father looking for money to gives us eat.. Ya its hurt when see ur parent fight but somehow u can settle it with a right manner. I don't know why that my friends and family always say please takecare of my health and please do some changes like don't drink sweet drink.Don't drink too much of gases as it can give u a serious asthma that can cause u death. U wan t to know something? I had high blood pressure when that time i was at clinic.Well its was suprising actually... Then Yesterday my friend say ask me to check my heart maybe got something wrong because i always burp too much of air and she say that her grandma also burp alot of times and she checked for doc and the doc say she had heart problem.. And now she need to take the medicine.. Well i can go check to doc but i don't want to eat medicine because i hate it.. I phobia with it. But thinking then how the hell i am to be ok? Its like everyday i had some difficulties of breath or night pain headache but i don't want to tell to my family..And now i have sorethroat .. What to do.. I just want to be in hospital because i want my beloved people takecare of me or visit me.But if i was really in hospital will there a someone would visit me everyday?and takingcare of me?? Welll maybe none. People nowadays are too busy with life.But somehow i feel guilty if i go hospital my parent will need more money to pay my bill..I just don't want them to worry enough for the last 7 years i had making them trouble. I havent repay their deeds... Ya ALLAH selamat kan diorang dari malapetaka ya allah..amin.TEARSDROP (T.T) haissh..For those people who thinks that i had forget u or i left out u...U just get it wrong because now i damn freaking miss u guys!!!! ya as if there were a human is reading this..IM SORRY. Im sorry for those people i had hurt im so sorry especially to some one who i always thinking negative and to my family too. IM sorry teachers for not respecting.IM SORRY

heyy..wazzup people wif ur lyfe? hope you all doing fine ya. 2 more days school will be open.i didnt touch any homework well im lazy to do it. Confirm get scolded. Now currently listening to forget about me. Good memories are more hurt especially when someone has leave u. But wat to do u need to go on wif ur lyfe. Its all not about a boyfren but its about people around us that we appreciate it lyke ur bestfren,ur family, ur sister, ur brother or jz ur fren. But wat to do we are in busy lyfe year. People are busy looking for money, looking for their love, looking for a better future who doesnt? So yeah so what happened to us jz learn it. Every accident has their own reason. Its either us to accept it or not.Well i accept if u had change towards me. Thank anyway

since yesterday i feel full haish.idk what had happen to me..i miss people around me like salihah,yaqyaq,feefee,kyd,wani,my tagged fren my senior and my bestfren my classmate i jz miss them so much i dunno why today i think about past..i flash back..i still remember the memory how we met? how come we can be close hais its say when today we all busy our own lyfe didnt notice people who had came to our lyfe suddenly dissapear because of our lackness damn i miss u guys <3

aiskrim ontheway, aishi teru ,aisha ghani